I know this is a subject that comes up time and time again. And I know that their are people out there who do make it in the industry without formal training, but I also know that having that training does help, not only as it gives you a grounding but it also helps having that Drama school on your c.v.
I've heard these points argued both with vaild points, but it doesn't help me or make me feel better about my situtaion.
Here's a little about me, I studied performing arts at college where I passed my Btec National Diploma with distinction, whilst there I also took the LAMDA acting exams, Bronze, Silver and Gold, again all passed with distinction. When I was 18 I passed my audition to train with the NYT summer course.
Since then I did several amature productions, then went on to a semi-proffesional shows and eventually 2 years ago I finally packed in my day job and auditioned for a touring panto company, which I got the job. I have then done several touring works with different companies going into primary schools but also into old peoples homes. (Whilst at these jobs I have been talking to the other actors and found out that most have been to drama school, so I think well I haven't been to drama school but I'm doing the job you're doing and you have been.) I have also done a few paid student films. I have earnt enough credits to be apart of equity and join spotlight, so to all intents and purposes I am a "proffesional" actor, and I know I should be very grateful for what I've done and for being in permenant work for the past 2 years, which I am.
But I am now worried that this is all I will ever do. And for myself I want to do bigger and better things. I'd love to do a proffesional play in a proper theatre, to really have a character I need get my teeth into. To go in to a feature film, etc. And I feel my lack of Drama school is holding me back.
Now this isn't to say I've not tried for drama school, I have I think I have tried for the past 8 years to get in. One year I was very lucky to get into the final rounds of LAMDA but no further, and haven't had any luck since. Well not with the schools in the CDS (although the only 2 I've been auditioning for recently are LAMDA and Italia Conti). I did get a place at Acting School North, (which I didn't take as something didn't feel right and it folded the next year) and London Drama School (again I didn't accept this place either due to not being able to get a student loan to support me through training).
There is evidence to suggest I have talent, but it's annoying I haven't been able to obtain a place at a school in the CDS.
It's also getting hard now as I have been with my partner for 5 years now, and if I do apply and get a place at drama school it means moving away for 3 years.
I just don't know what to do for the best. I never went to university from college as I got a job straight away in a bank. Acting is all I know I wouldn't know what else to do with my life. Do I continue doing what I'm doing and hope for the best? Do I apply for Drama school again and face yet anoter rejection?
Help I'm going through a career crisis.